Horrible Day

Today, horrid sunday. i've never felt that bad before. Fell sick. Yet i have to entertain guest to my place. Fever, headache.. jsut makes things unbearable. Then came baby. had an arguement with her. Because i wasn't there to help.. she asked me, on friday, if i was meeting her today. Told her i will be meeting her on monday. And still i got it. She wants to break off with me. And i dunno where I've done wrong. really. She said I didn't accompany her on CNY. but I was with her for like 3 out of 5 days. And valentines day i even rush to meet her straight after i settle what i have to settle on that day to gave her a surprise. And I didn't care. I really dont' understand... how do i know over the phone of things that happened when she doesn't say anything? Argh. girls. i really dont' understand them. She asked for more and more things. I didn't even manage to fulfill my promises before and I have to made more promises..

However i ain't gonna give up.. cause its always really worth looking back ... and looking back tells me its worth walking ahead with her. We came through so much. And I just can't bear to give anything up. Go strong buddy... I know i can make it. so are you baby.. if you are reading this. I love you.